Lost my sponsorship again... oh well.
It's not what I wanted to say though. I wanted to give a small update on what has been going on in my life.
My outlook on life has been so much positive in the last few months!
I completed a course on self awareness... and it changed my outlook completely.
I used to feel so down on myself. Relying on other peoples acknowledgement to feel important.
I used to feel horrible and alone, yet too anxious to get out and meet people for fear that I would be ignored and forgotten.
I wanted to be noticed, but was too scared to put myself out there.
However, I feel completely different now!
I have realised that I like myself.
I feel happy with what I have in my life right now (although I do feel a little sad that I have lost touch with you lovely people)
If I ever need more than what I have, I shall find the confidence in myself to go and get it!
If I have a bad time, I will allow myself a little time to feel bad... then promptly move on!
This outlook has already done wonders for me.
I sang at the graduation for the course I completed, and was given an opportunity to sing at an important event for the training organisation.
I have decided to take a course on Business Admin, with intention to get into an Arts related Admin position.
I have made new friends and got in contact with old friends from my school days.
I may have failed my last two auditions, but I have already started preparing for the next ones... as well as taken up a couple of opportunities to help the shows I missed out on.
I am also saving up for a trip to Sydney for Supanova (Nathan Fillion is going to be there... I cannot miss that)
I would love to reconnect with the community here, so please let me know how all of you are going!
LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!