Hi to anybody reading this, this account is pretty dead so I'd be surprised if anybody is still looking at me after the jump from the old site to this one. I don't really come on here a lot which is why I would like to start doing it again and talking to people. I'm making this post really because I thought why not? I feel like this is a pretty good place to dump your thoughts and if anyone interacts with you and is interested in what's going in your life that's great but also even if no one sees this it's good just to get some thoughts down somewhere.
A lots happened in my life since the old site, I think I'd just started college(UK college not university) back in September 2014 and I think that was around the time I stopped using the site. I've literally just finished my course for BTEC IT today and got D*D*D*, which is the highest grade you can get in a level 3 BTEC so all in all it went pretty well. A lot of ups and downs obviously, but I got through it in the end. It's actually a crazy thought that I won't be going back to that building again, which I said I hated going to the majority of the time I was there, but that was just because of the distance it was from my house. I was actually pretty sad when I realised I wouldn't be seeing my two teachers again which surprised me. But overall it was a good experience going there and I made a few friends that hopefully I'll stay in touch with now that I've left but who knows.
Now that I've left college I've got 3 months basically till I start my first year in university. I'm going to one that is pretty close to home so I won't be moving out, which I'm actually sad about now because I feel like I'm missing out on a good experience of moving in with people I don't know, but I just couldn't justify taking more money off the government so I could move out to somewhere that is a 20 minute bus journey away. Also, I haven't fully sorted out my student loan yet, which was meant to be completely boxed off by the 28th of May so I need to get on that fast. It doesn't need to be completely done till 4 weeks before the start of uni but if its left that long then the money you need won't be there in time so its best doing it as soon as possible. The course I'm doing is called Media Production, which is a complete change of subject from IT, which has got me kinda freaked out. The course basically entails learning how to edit and create your own digital media and film/TV. So I can safely say I'm more than nervous in the idea of starting this course, but I want to push myself to do something that I really want to do, which is to be in film or TV in some capacity one day, hopefully.
Another event on the horizon is having to find a job. I can't really just sit around the house for the next 3 months watching TV and playing games, which in my heart of hearts is what I'd love to actually do. I've had plenty of job interviews in the last two years and even trial shifts at bars and restaurants but nothing has stuck. I'm hoping to find something soon so I can start to get a little bit of money saved up in bank for when I start university and to also start driving lessons. I have literally been putting off starting my driving lessons for over a year and I don't know why? Probably just being a lazy fuck. I would eventually like my own car to drive as well but that's miles away from happening. I'm not sure if I made a pun just then but if it was one it wasn't intended. I feel like I'm starting to ramble now.
Well that's basically it for now, I feel like that was a pretty good update on my life, which I felt I needed to put somewhere so I'm glad I got it off my chest here. If anybody is still reading this congratulations you've almost made it to the end. If anybody is actually out there reading this though thanks for reading about my current situations, I hope that your life is going well and that your happy. I kinda feel like this is my message in a bottle hoping someone finds it haha! I'll see you in the next update guys.