What is up my RT friends and family. Long time no chat I know , but I've been busy. Busy doing what you may ask? well I've been busy wasting my life away. That's right I hate to admit it but I've been slacking, even more than Griff if you can believe that. Well I am here tonight to tell, you all that that is all going to change soon. Tonight I had an affinity a sign from god for any of you religious folk. I am getting older and older every day of my life and closer to the black unknown void that is em init demise.
I said to my self "Ty these last couple months have been rough, and understandable you've retreated into being a hermit, but this is not the real you and you know it!." Recently ( These last two months) I've been dealing with the suicide of a childhood friend, My Fathers declining health and more financial troubles than all of Greece. So what did I do? ... I shut down, I stopped talking to people, I closed myself off in hopes that if I did i couldn't be hurt. But I was wrong, No matter what you do moments in life are going to hurt and suck and there is nothing you can do to stop that. SHIT HAPPENS!
So I've decided that I'm going to stop mopping around. I'm going to live my life the way I want and have fun as much as I can. We are not invincible our time is limited no matter how hard you try and live forever you will fail. Sure memories of you will live on but If you don't have fun and make a difference in other peoples lives you are sure to be forgotten to history.
So to anyone out there that feels like an outcast or maybe you are just depressed or in a bad place i plead to you "Don't waste your time." Yeah you could always live into your nineties and tell your grand kids about your normal life, but there is always a chance in the world we live in nowadays that you can die in a car accident or get shot by someone who is to far gone. The only thing that can last forever is a memory, and If you deny yourself the ability to make memories with other people you are just guaranteeing that you will be forgotten in time. I'm not suggesting you go car surfing or do anything stupid. I'm just saying don't make yourself a ghost before you're even dead. If you are alive take advantage of it LIVE. live for yourself and the people around you, Live for those that no longer can. Be kind to others, Love each other, and above all else just be a decent person.
We are not invincible... but at the same time you need to tell yourself that you are, all the way up until your death bed. If you go through your life scared and paralyzed you're not really living. So wake up every morning ready to live your life to the fullest, and even when life deliveries the occasional gut punch don't quit, keep fighting push through the pain. The world is full of stuff that will scare us and try and hold us down, but as long as you have air in your lungs and passion in your heart fight on... and carry on!
I love this community like a family and I know a lot of us face hardships, just know you are not alone and that you can overcome anything you put your mind to. Signing off for the night but always listening to those who need it. Stay safe, carry on, and I will talk to all of you wonderful people latter.