What is up my RT friends and family. Long time no chat I know , but I've been busy. Busy doing what you may ask? well I've been busy wasting my life away. That's right I hate to admit it but I've been slacking, even more than Griff if you can believe that. Well I am here tonight to tell, you all that that is all going to change soon. Tonight I had an affinity a sign from god for any of you religious folk. I am getting older and older every day of my life and closer to the black unknown void that is em init demise.
I said to my self "Ty these last couple months have been rough, and understandable you've retreated into being a hermit, but this is not the real you and you know it!." Recently ( These last two months) I've been dealing with the suicide of a childhood friend, My Fathers declining health and more financial troubles than all of Greece. So what did I do? ... I shut down, I stopped talking to people, I closed myself off in hopes that if I did i couldn't be hurt. But I was wrong, No matter what you do moments in life are going to hurt and suck and there is nothing you can do to stop that. SHIT HAPPENS!
So I've decided that I'm going to stop mopping around. I'm going to live my life the way I want and have fun as much as I can. We are not invincible our time is limited no matter how hard you try and live forever you will fail. Sure memories of you will live on but If you don't have fun and make a difference in other peoples lives you are sure to be forgotten to history.
So to anyone out there that feels like an outcast or maybe you are just depressed or in a bad place i plead to you "Don't waste your time." Yeah you could always live into your nineties and tell your grand kids about your normal life, but there is always a chance in the world we live in nowadays that you can die in a car accident or get shot by someone who is to far gone. The only thing that can last forever is a memory, and If you deny yourself the ability to make memories with other people you are just guaranteeing that you will be forgotten in time. I'm not suggesting you go car surfing or do anything stupid. I'm just saying don't make yourself a ghost before you're even dead. If you are alive take advantage of it LIVE. live for yourself and the people around you, Live for those that no longer can. Be kind to others, Love each other, and above all else just be a decent person.
We are not invincible... but at the same time you need to tell yourself that you are, all the way up until your death bed. If you go through your life scared and paralyzed you're not really living. So wake up every morning ready to live your life to the fullest, and even when life deliveries the occasional gut punch don't quit, keep fighting push through the pain. The world is full of stuff that will scare us and try and hold us down, but as long as you have air in your lungs and passion in your heart fight on... and carry on!
I love this community like a family and I know a lot of us face hardships, just know you are not alone and that you can overcome anything you put your mind to. Signing off for the night but always listening to those who need it. Stay safe, carry on, and I will talk to all of you wonderful people latter. 
Comments (55)
Sonima Walking Crazy
1 year ago
I'm just gonna leave this here.
http://kotaku.com/someone-actually-played-through-...
+1 Cool
TyBracamonte Ty
1 year ago
Hey this is awesome sorry for the super late reply I just got the notification.
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Sonima Walking Crazy
2 years ago
Yeah, sorry about the like bombardment. I was all "yay new site, add interests, gooooo!" and then it became "oh no, the alert bombs, make it stoooooop!"
+1 Cool
TyBracamonte Ty
1 year ago
Ha ha It's okay ironically I didn't get an alert when you left a comment. XD
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chidron
2 years ago
Thank you for the warm welcome and sorry one the late thanks
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MaskedCrab
2 years ago
thanks and I have one question how do you get karma levels up
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supertits No Longer Super!
2 years ago
Thanks for the friend request!
I'll be sure to check out your content!
Here's to being friends!
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PeterBred
2 years ago
sweet
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Raf ShimmySham Gaming
2 years ago
Thanks for the add!
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Exactly the funny thing is there are fiber optic lines less than a quarter of a mile from my house. Yet i can't get high speed internet.
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Raf ShimmySham Gaming
2 years ago
Hey man, you gotta work with what you got. Some internet is better than no internet
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Yeah get this I'm paying $50 a month for 1mbps up and down. I guess that's what I get for living five miles outside town.
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Raf ShimmySham Gaming
2 years ago
Damn, dude. Hey at least you get a bit of it
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
I have to watch on low quality and have no other tabs open other than that I'm good.
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Raf ShimmySham Gaming
2 years ago
Damn, that sucks dude. How does the internet hold up when watching streams?
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
No problem man I have twitch on most of the day just stream jumping.I would stream myself but I still live out in the country and my Internet speed is utter crap.
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Raf ShimmySham Gaming
2 years ago
Haha, no worries. It happens to me all the time! Always just go O_O when the realization occurs, hahaha. Sweet, thank you for the follow, dude!
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
No problem man I've seen you around the site, and to be honest I thought I had already added you. Also I'm following you now on Twitch to.
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CanOWoopMeta
2 years ago
Happy Valentin's Day Warm Fuzzies!
In my case, Singles Awareness Day! ;)
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Thanks!
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CanOWoopMeta
2 years ago
Well, Good Luck with that! :)
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Yeah Just to busy right now trying to find a new job.
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CanOWoopMeta
2 years ago
You too!
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Happy Singles Awareness day! Hope you have a good day and a great weekend!
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markosius
2 years ago
a fellow programmer nice!!!
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markosius
2 years ago
lol ok
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
No no I don't think I could call myself a programmer if anything I'm an amateur content creator.
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CanOWoopMeta
2 years ago
So, how goes the weather in sweltering Arizona today? Has it gotten into the thousands yet? ;)
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CanOWoopMeta
2 years ago
Yeah, I guess it's a good thing I live in California.
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Yeah I'm glad I live in Southern Arizona.
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CanOWoopMeta
2 years ago
I know, right? So, I guess tomorrow's forecast will say, 3052. ;D
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
OMG lol that is great!
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
okay will do.
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CanOWoopMeta
2 years ago
Watch the YouTube video about it, you'll see. @DiMono has a link to it. It's pretty funny. XD
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Ah no problem what did they say it was going to be hot down here or something.
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CanOWoopMeta
2 years ago
I take it you didn't see the incredibly funny screw up for the Fox 10 weather report? I guess I assumed that because you live in Arizona, that maybe you had seen that, either as a weather report or on the local news. My bad. :\
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
No It must be the end of the world because the warmest we got down here today Is fifty. Not to mention it's raining.
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Dice wOrk
2 years ago
I hear you're in the top tier of TLR sleuths. Mind tellin me what your official score is?
I'm 9 up and 5 down.
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Sorry man I wasn't online I have a lot of evidence you want me to message it to you.
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texaragon
2 years ago
hey thanks !!!
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texaragon
2 years ago
jejeje good to know it , see you orund
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
No problem everyone on this site is awesome and should be able to help you out if you need anything.
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MrIanWG
2 years ago
Hello! Nice to meet you!
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MrIanWG
2 years ago
Nice. I used to watch Syndicate a year ago when he did the Minecraft Project. I've also checked out Goldglove.
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Cool yeah I've mostly watch Gassy, Syndicate and GoldGlove sometimes.oh and Ray obviously.
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MrIanWG
2 years ago
Besides the crew with Gassy (Renae, Diction) I watch Ray's twitch stuff and Bebopvox. Oh and Kuledud3.
Post edited 10/22/14 5:37PM
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
No problem ;)
what other streamers do you watch btw?
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MrIanWG
2 years ago
No doubt. Thanks for the friend request. :)
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
Nice to meet you too! It's always good finding people who watch Rooster Teeth and other streamers.
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AH_Deuso The Doctor
2 years ago
Thanks for the Friend request!!!
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
No problem man! any fan of RT is a friend of mine!
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Caszie Fishy Queen
2 years ago
Thank you for the friendship!
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TyBracamonte Ty
2 years ago
No Problem! I consider all RT fans. as friends.
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