Going on a que from my last journal entry I've found other subtleties in life that are humorous or quite blunt. The first was logging onto my Xbox live account about two months ago and seeing the top right corner "You have $0.00." After a moment of letting that sink in I reckoned that Xbox was not that far off considering my student debt and that any money I do have could be claimed by creditors. Yet in the end I was left thinking to myself with all that I've built upon over the years, I came from nothing and I will end with nothing. None of it matters because in the end that account balance will be 0 regardless if just a moment before I had $1,000,000. You hit that infinite zero you ain't adding, subtracting, or multiplying that sucker any further beyond death.
The other subtle moment was a homicide in my home town at a halfway/affordable housing residence in which the police had presence at for about two weeks after the incident. But as soon as the tape came down the "Room for Rent" sign went up. :P Talk about quickly moving on! And I'm sure everybody looking at the room was aware that someone died for there to be a vacancy and with this being the only vacant room... ever had a hotel room and wondered about all the previous occupants and activities done in it?
Oh and I guess my last entry to this list is that today I entered a room looking for a clock but seeing there was none, noted on the white board just below where one would have been "God Dammit Buy a Watch." I lol'd. Though I had self realization that I didn't so much need to buy a watch as I needed to make a habit of wearing one of my 3 working ones.